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Thursday, July 30, 2009

Patience vs. Action

Another post, next time I think I'll post something on a pitch XII or something since I'm still fine tuning a proper ability for a blind sniper with prostectic eyes. But that will be posted when I finally come up with something. A story for another day I suppose. For now let us take in another interesting issue that has been laid in this ninja's path. A little back story on how this post was thought up; I was going to my aunt's house to pick up dinner for my family while listening to the radio (the Fish it calms my nerves when I drive since I'm still a little nervous behind the wheel) when a Christian version of the eHarmony commercial comes up. To sum up the commercial since I don't remember all of it; its the whole patience that God has someone for you and the plug that eHarmony will help. This isn't going to be a rant on eHarmony since I think that a machine choosing who will be my soul mate is much like Skynet sending a T-800 or TX to come get me since I am a dangerous mind afterall (fear me world for I will point out your shallowness!).



I know God has someone for me, maybe that person is wondering the same thing like me. However it seemed interesting that a plug like that by making something like eHarmony speed up the process was interesting to hear even on the Fish. Its like another person told me, I'm young and theres still time but at the same time I have to do something and not be a hermit since things just don't fall out of the sky for you. Its a half and half thing, faith is good but faith needs to fuel action. I'm not much a man of action, but as a man of faith I can do that. Its like I mentioned in another post I'd like to have one of those moments where I'm walking to class or around the apartments and I run into a girl who is either late to class or rushing to meet some friends. We'd both be knocked to the ground and I'd ask if she was okay and she'd be cute in some way and then small talk and somehow we'd hook up. Yes I just described an anime scene (half of the series I watched at least have some kind of scene like this) that in and of itself is luck.



I just wonder to myself sometimes how long will it be? I'm not necessarily mad or anything I'm just curious. Whenever it does happen I hope God has a sense of humor and sets up some kind of situation that I described and it makes it clear to me that she would be the one. I'll wait yes, but at the same time the world says why wait when it could be now. I kinda got that from some of my readers comments with the other posts. I don't exactly regret not taking action, its just that somewhere in my heart there was doubt in taking action, but at the same time perhaps God was trying to show me something in this girl that I should really take to heart. I think it was the fact that I should wait on it and he'd help me find her and from there he'd guide my actions making everything make sense.



Whether or not thats true or not is up to chance now. I know that something will work out for me whether or not I get a girl's heart or not. For that only time and God will tell.

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