Good People

More or less I think I wrote about this already, but I think it could apply to others as well. A good friend of mine once told me that it was surprising that a good man like me is still single. Quite frankly it's more or less a personality flaw on my behalf, since I really don't have confidence at all and I'm really not all that aggressive (once again to confidence). Not to say that I'm trying to fix it, it's hard but I've got better things to do. Which brings me to the topic of this post, more or less an obervance of mine through out the years. I know some guys who are nice and charming (like me heh heh) and girls have good hearts as well, yet despite it all they're still single like me. Again more or less it could be personal morals or what have you, but still it's surprising. I'm not going to reveal names, so don't ask me who these people are when you see me or post guesses in the comments or Facebook otherwise I'll conjure up some shadow replicas of me and send them to you to annoy you to DEATH and it'll be the most uncomfortable thing ever or make you watch an emo anime I enjoyed (it is not for the fient of heart).

I know one guy, we'll call him Mr. A. Now Mr. A is a very good man, he has truly encountered things in his life that would challenge anyones faith. More or less it's the same kind of faith that admire in my interest as well. He has many skills in music and dancing skills that I'm pretty sure any average healthy girl would enjoy as well. Yet despite it all he's single and he's pretty surprised about it too. Even more surprising he was single throughout his whole career in school. More or less I feel for Mr. A, I think I might end up the same way too but I've come to terms with it if that is the case. Since it's like I learned this year, a girl won't change the way I love god.

Next person, we shall call her something generic as well Ms. D. Now Ms. D is in the same year as me and back when I first came to Long Beach (being the bitter sour puss I was) she was the one girl that I didn't want to get to know. Since I always thought if she and I ever spoke, to her it would have been more of a friendly obligation rather than a real effort to get to know me. Well a few weeks later and she and I end up in the same small group and she and I actually got to talk more. Yes she is a good person and more or less I can say that she's dateable. She's a very sweet girl, definitely someone that anyone can relate to, but again to my surprise she's single still too. In case you're wondering she was the one I mentioned in one of my anime moments post (again remember what happens if you know who it is keep it to yourself or remember the consequences), like I said then I see her as a really good friend and person and I wouldn't want to change that between us.

So I'm not making fun of these two when I say that it's hard to see that good people like this aren't being chased after by girls or guys. It's like as if Bizarro put a cube into a circular hole and it fit and how the Decepticons made everyone think that the Autobots were jerks. What exactly do we do in a society like this, where good people often go unnoticed in terms of relationships. I guess you can say that maybe it would be better if people like this were better off not in relationships because maybe it would get in the way of thier faith or could damage who they are if things didn't work out. I don't know I'm no psychoanalist I'm a History Vanguard. I guess I'm writing about this to show that I'm not alone in my thoughts about relationships, because there are people just like me who are single as well. Who knows perhaps we'll find those special people, but for now we'll just be blessings to those we know and love.