Thanks

Wow summer already. I look back at this year and see that not everything had gone as planned for my life. For instance, I'd never thought I would have to wake up at six in the morning for school everyday for a psych class, when I didn't want one to begin with. Which forced to me to get a job so I could take a class like that only once a week. However I look back on all this and I got through it all.

So I'd like to thank the following people who have made this year bearable and awesome. First I would like to thank my boss Rick Simms, Cheryl Savage my supervisor and everyone at Account Management Services. These people helped me realize my dreams of building a new comp and allowing me to watch more anime. My father for doing the R & D and being co-sponsor for my new comp and also placed orders in on ebay for various anime series. My mother for helping me through the tough time that is finding a job. My older brother for helping me rank up in B2, allowing me to watch the first 108 episodes of Naruto, Advent Children and the first episode of Bleach; and helping me realize my dream of one day owning Gundam Wing on dvd. My teachers for their support and help. The Buns (my rabbits) for being so silly and fun to pet. Lastly all of my friends and relatives who, if I missed, made this year cool.

I would not like to thank the neighbors that live next to us, for being jerks, are extremely loud (Yes I can hear you and I don't need to know what you found in your bathroom), have too much garbage and did I mention jerks.

It looks like its going to be one heck of a fun and anime filled summer for me, last series I'm going to pick up for the time being will be love hina which will be released on June 22nd. So to all those I've mentioned Thank You Very Much!!

I'm Supposed to Be Studying

Most of the time I usually don't write here when I have to study, in fear that it may jinx me in not doing well in my tests. I'm supposed to be studying for finals. I've got a Gov. test, English Benchmark and half of a Pre-Cal final to study for. The bad thing is that in pre-cal I've forgotten the most basic problems. So its going to be a long study session for that class. I've got a Physics final on Friday along with the last half of the pre-cal final. Then on Saturday I've got my EPT for Long Beach. Sighs***

Well I see it this way, If I can get through all this then I graduate and then take a much needed vacation. Which is to go visit family and then coming home and picking up the rerelease of love hina. But for now, I've got to do something.

A Look Into A Pitch III

Now its time for a much needed filler. I'm going to go in depth of how I'd like two of my characters to be Structured from my third pitch. Today I'll be writing about the main character Ryo and his brother Marc.

Ryo, as I mentioned before he's living a tough life in a society that doesn't accept him. He's about the last (literally) nice guy on the face of the U.S. He's kind, honest, sincre and honorable. Recently he's been trying to hang onto the last friends he has from jr high. This young man has many enemies, either by simply walking into drug or weapon deals in his classes accidently. If you've ever watched Trigun Vash's body is covered with scars. So is Ryo's body. His personality is much like Vash and Kenshin. He's also a guy who can still smile even though he holds personal anguish.

To give you a view into a day in the life of Ryo, it starts by waking up at seven in the morning to a dull grey day (man has finally depleted the ozone lair to the most minimal percent of protection so an artificial cloud covering covers the sky constantly) eats breakfast and goes to Crescent High. Before entering he must enter metal detectors followed by a pat down by heavily armed guards for weapons. Public schools like Crescent have become maximum security campuses. This is due to the recent increase in youth crime. Despite the weapons search, thousands of teens manage to bring knives and guns to school. The districts have just stopped caring since too much is going on in the schools to handle.

The character Marc is a very interesting one to develope. Marc is much like Ryo, except he is much stronger and confident in himself. He was the champion of Crescent High's fight club. He's a strong character, due to the fact that in his soul resides the soul of a master fighter who mastered every single fighting style. However Marc is also the sole sucessor of a fighting style just developed, it is called the Blitz style. For those of you who played Final Fantasy VI, that's Sabin's style. His moves will be inspired by the blitz moves that could be inputed, his ultimate attack the Bum Rush.

These two brothers share the same relationship as me and my brother do. They laugh together, talk, and take care of each other while their mother recovers. Marc is someone Ryo can look up to and talk to whenever he's down. Marc takes care of Ryo and helps him in his bounty operations as support.

Well these are only two of the many characters I have in mind for this pitch. Next time I'll write about the demon that resides in Ryo and Ryo's love interest. So until then keep reading.

Enemies

You know those people who you dislike and who seem to dislike you? I have many of those in my life. I mentioned before I don't have that many friends. I say in proportion wise I have one friend to about five enemies. I really find it impossible that some one like me can be disliked and picked on by a small group of people. I guess I really take that keep your friends close and your enemies closer kind of thing going on for me. Its really sad I know, I'm about the last honest person I know in this world. I can't say when this all happened I guess I can blame my Jr. High School days. How much I hate my naive self back then, I'd like to kill him myself. Anyways, that time old friends became enemies and new ones came to exploit my weaknesses.

Maybe its because I don't fit in, maybe its because of Jr. High, who knows. I really can't defend myself since I'm all alone in a world that just can't accept a person like me. Theres no mom or dad to protect me at school, no friends to talk to for guidance. I really am alone, while evil people like those who torment me and make everyday going to school an absolute chore for me. Heh, listen to me I sound like one of those cliche tormented writers who could go on to be the villan of a massacre. I'm never going to become that, I won't take vengence on those who have wronged me. As much as I like to bottle it all up inside of myself its not going to be very healthy in the end. Maybe one day those who torment me will see justice.

I Blame...

Have you ever had those times when you make a mistake and you place it on something else? I think many people place the blame on things and on others when they are at fault. For instance and this is a true story: in my pre-cal class theres this guy (who just so happens to be my enemy) he's not passing the class and he's on the non-grad list. Anyways I happened to hear his "Brilliant" plan in order to walk. Okay get this, he plans to march right in the principal's office and demand that he walk. If he says no, then he's just going to sit there until the police escort him out. You know if I had a bullet for everytime that a plan like that is schemed, I'd probably be able to riddle his body with holes in places I'd like to not mention here.

Seriously, if people like him (and I'm guilty of this too) place the blame for not graduating on others, we live in a terrible world. Thats why I'm here to point this out. Why can't people take the blame for once. It's like admitting a mistake, people at AA don't say I'm so and so, and I'm not an alcoholic. In the case about my enemy, it wasn't his fault. Oh so you mean that sleeping during tests, not studying, chewing with your freaking mouth open (people I do not want to see whats in your mouth nor do I want to hear the sicking smacking noises that accompany it), not taking notes and pretty much sitting there like an idiot had nothing to do with your possibility of not graduating. If it were that important to you your too late to shape up.

People, we must carry the burden of our mistakes on us. We don't make them any lighter by placing it on someone or something else. You can argue that it's human nature (murderous intent is human nature), we must think on a higher plane of human nature. If you said "why no one's perfect?" I'm going to shoot you. It's always not our fault, why is that? Then whose's is it? If I sat here and thought about it, I could probably place the blame on any mistake on millions of things. I have many enemies, logically I should blame society, I know its my fault, due to the fact that I don't fit in, I'm a wimp or I look funny. I can admit and take the blame for this how about you next time you do something stupid?