What can I say

Been a while since I made some kind of thought provoking post. I'm not sure about posts about women anymore since I've kinda lost my inspiration for those posts, but again I'm at peace with that. But I guess I'll write on that. I know many of you enjoy those particular posts, however I don't see a point for them any more. It's pretty much going about beating a dead horse by saying I'm glad she's found someone special and that I still care for her. I guess you can say its a kind of what to expect from me from now on when it comes to these posts. I can say for one thing, these posts are going to be a lot more rarer from now on. Its a sad truth but thats just the way things are going to be. I don't even know where I'll explore from these kinds of posts.

I suppose looking back on all these posts on women, I've kind of explored the person that I am as well as the kind of girl I would want to have. I've heard many things from people some of it regarding what to do now. Pretty much people say move on (forgive me but its pretty much true) dammit. Yeah I never told her how I felt, I have my regrets and I choose to live with it. I'm still good friends with her. I suppose thats what matters most to me. With the first girl I liked in my journeys here in Long Beach I barely see and talk to her. I feel kind of bad that I don't get the chance to ever sit down and talk with her. There were just too many things that just didn't click into the right places between us. However with this girl, she does want to talk to me just as friends. Thats what I admire about her despite my failure to tell her how I feel, I can still have that close relationship with her as a friend. I can be her ninja watching from the darkness and yet step into the light to speak to her.

I really am glad that God has blessed me with the opportunity to meet a wonderful girl like her. I really am glad for her boyfriend, he's one lucky guy. I pray and hope for thier happiness and that their relationship is one that will truly glorify God. A simple little story about something that happened between me and her this week. We were walking to class and I was walking a few steps behind her and she stops and says "Come on Jeff, don't walk behind me; walk beside me." If you notice anything about the way I walk with a group of people, I always walk in the back behind everyone, to make sure no one is left behind or to watch the road ahead. It's kind of like me watching from the shadows, I enjoy my place there but even though she never knew how I felt for her she still bids me to walk alongside her. I don't know where I'll go from here, but all I can say is I wouldn't have it any other way.

A Look Into A Pitch XII

Double post day today, I'll post something else up tonight as well too. But for now another look into the Children of Overon. In today's look we take a look at another unique pair. If the Knight's name sounds familiar look back to my other ideas (yes all my ideas are related in some shape or form) and you'll see why I think this pair is going to be pretty cool too. This look is dedicated to my older brother Marcus, no matter what happens I'm proud of you and stay the way you are no matter what the world says. So without further adue.

Prince Reven Overon
Age: 15

The third youngest brother of the Overon brothers. All through his life he never was used to his title as prince or of the future of ruling a kingdom. He would be the very first child to be sent away to live in another kingdom. He currently resides in the kingdom of Rispe, a relatively small and newly formed kingdom. Reven is sent to act as an aide to the ruling family of Rispe. Despite his aloof nature he is quite a skilled diplomat and highly trained in knife combat. All Reven wants is a simple life, a world without ruling families and war. Through some thinking he has come up with only one solution: the utter destruction of his brothers and sisters as well as all of the royalty in the lands. The game has now begun and Reven sets off to cleanse the world of those who rule.

Rena Rapt
Age: 17
Occupation: Assassin of Royalty

About 30 years have passed since the first legendary assassin of royalty, Asus Rapt uttered the words "my name will echo through the ages." With those words the young man began a family legacy of highly skilled assassins of royalty. The lands of the east have never been the same since. Now the first female successor to the name Rapt comes to the western lands to form her own legacy and to spread the family name to a new land. However she is the younger sister to Ruen Rapt, who currently resides in the eastern lands and currently wields the Rapt Scimitar. The two are equally skilled yet Rena resents the fact that her brother is allowed to wield the legendary blade just because he is the eldest. Thus she travels to the western lands of her own accord. She wields a short sword and a sickle she modified for combat use. She is contracted to assassinate the royal family of Rispe, she completes her job without fail but runs into prince Reven accidently. The two fight and the key chooses her as Reven's knight. The two share common goals, the deaths of royalty. Thus the two travel and with no motivation to rule a kingdom, but the utter destruction of all those who bear the name of royalty.

Next time a princess and her knight the librarian.

A Look Into a Pitch XII

Well boys and girls time for another thing that makes me happy: my anime ideas. I'm glad a few of my readers enjoy some of my looks into my crazy anime ideas, and for that I thank you. This time around is another cute couple in the backdrop of battle and destiny. So without further adue.

Princess Aurora Overon
Age: 8

The second youngest daughter of the Overon siblings. She resides with the royal family in the kingdom of Silun. Of all the kingdoms Silun has remained the most stable in the western lands. Despite the wars going on with the neighboring kingdoms, Silun remains the most balanced between fighting on the front lines and maintaining peace. Aurora has never met her older brothers Nivel, Valaro and Ariyo or her younger brother Prince Haren. Although she does have a close relationship with her older sister Laurie. The people of Silun have been very kind to Aurora, they don't see her as a villian of a foreign realm. The people love her from the bottom of thier hearts, thus with the beginning of the game she goes forth to rule the western lands to end the wars between them all, yet maintaining what makes the kingdom of Silun unique. Thus she marches forward to protect the kingdom she loves so.

Nicolas Noem
Occupation: Child soldier
Age: 8

Much like Vesper Isen little is known about his past. A child who was born and raised on the battlefield. He knows nothing of his parents, rumor has it his father is the wandering mercenary Atticus Tendo and now he follows a path of blood. He wears a small pack on his back which holds his bow and a book about a valiant knight who protects a young princess. While the city of Silun is kind to Aurora, the city has not been so kind with Nicolas. A part of the children regiment that is currently at war with the kingdom of Overon. A young genius when it comes to combat, he is both a skilled marksman and swordsmen. The key has chosen Nicolas as Aurora's knight. Aurora reaches out to Nicolas to reassimilate him back into society. However for Nicolas old habits die hard and the two are constantly arguing on how things should be done (especially in interrogations). Thus the two travel together to bring peace and happiness to the city they both love.

Next time a prince and his knight the legendary assassin.