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Friday, April 28, 2006

A Dumb State Law

If you go to school in the Anaheim Union Highschool District you've probably seen this poster. Apperently its "illegal" to be mean; gee I guess people have to stop being jerks so that they don't go to jail. You know for a district that made a poster (with pictures) of what not to wear, this is pretty dumb. And I know dumb, in one state its illegal to put ice cream on pie. I think its common sense that being mean is a bad thing, but making it illegal? It seems that the state government is making new laws to enforce just to add a law to thier list of enforced laws.

Seriously, bullying and just being a plain jerk happens just as much as speeding on a public road. If you arrested everyone for it then you'd run out of room in jail. Then theres the "school boy code", for those of you too old or oblivous to what I'm talking about in short: don't rat out on your peers. By doing so your a marked man in school for life. Trust me you don't want that. Then why can't we all just get along?; you ask, well we can't since people are just plain dumb. You can't arrest someone for being mean to someone else, then it would conflict freedom of speech. Its just plain dumb, its a crime to be mean whats next it'll be a crime to do nothing? So let me just say something to all the jerks in the world right now: Thanks for making the state government of California make a dumb and bizarre law.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Anime Powerz

Now for a light hearted post. As you can see from my profile I love anime, I started getting really into it two years ago. Anyways, I've seen many different abilities and powers that I may want. So without further ado, here are the powers I'd like to have.

One power comes from Vampire Hunter D, I'd like to have D's left hand. If you read the novels the left hand is a parasite that can revive D if he dies or if it can gather the four elements: earth, water, wind and fire; then you can despell any magic or enchantments. Then there's pretty much anything from Naruto. Wow it seems like I'm fresh out of other series right now.

Anyways heres what powers I think should be put into anime. Sealing circles, in which the users possess seals that relate to elements, they release the circle and draw symbols in them using thier spirit energy as ink. However thats only the surface of the ability, since you can combine circles and draw sub-circles to enhance the effects. One ability, the shield seal; any circle element can be used all you need to do is draw a line in the circle and you have a temporary shield. Next is to be able to summon creatures that reflect your soul. It would vary from person to person and power is necessary to summon something fierce.

Well thats some of the powers that I would like to have. If I think of any more then I add them to this post.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

The Scars of My Heart

Wow its April already, in just two more months I graduate. Many things have happened these past six years. I feel like a warrior whose sword has gained many notches and scars. Many on my heart. I can't say when this all happened really or whose fault it was, but I'm not naming any names. I've discovered many things over these past years. Life isn't fair, chivarly is dead, betrayal, bitterness; are all things that I have come to know. At times I'd like to go back in time and tell my naive 7th grade self of all these things. I was so innocent back then, but that boy is dead, he didn't even last to the first half of the 8th grade. I always thought the meek would be able to triumph over the strong and that there was kindness in everyone's heart.

That all changed when all my friends left me. I was left alone, left in an abyss of sorrow and bitterness. To stew in my wretched thoughts and to hate people. I was always the target for being picked on and I found myself alone and tried to isolate myself from the people who would pick on me. I cry out to these scars of my heart, I realize I have them and I shall shout them out. As you read my entries it seems like I'm hypocrite. I have my faults and scars of my own and I recognize them, so don't view me as a hypocrite.

As I look back on all of this, I don't regret the life I have now. People say its not good to be alone because that'll make you go crazy and make you seem weird. I see it as I'd rather be alone and a nice guy that will one day become a great young man, than have people surround me and end up becoming like the ones who torment me. Maybe one day I'll be able to read this again and have a different outlook on my life, but for now I will say good bye to these scars and perhaps even be loved once again by others.