Enjoying Time
Man it's been a while since I last wrote. Been pretty busy with upper division work and stuff. Well I just feel like writing now, without fear of being graded for grammer since I suck at it. When I first started to live here at the apartments I always felt that I'd stay here for the rest of my college career. I can remember the first time I came to visit this place and it was fun. I also remember the day one of my roomates called me and made me the offer to move in. At first I didn't know what to do, I had already filled out the paper work for living in the dorms for the next year. However looking back on it now I don't regret moving in (despite all the paper work problems I had to fill in since last week).
At that time and from the start of this school year I always thought that it would be me and my roomates Cliff and Nate getting into random games of Starcraft and just plain hanging out for the next two years. Theres one other roomate, but I had a feeling that he would move out at the end of this year so to be honest he wasn't there in this dream. Yet at the same time it was but an innocent dream that I had been holding on to. I won't go into details, but things happen and things change. All of us in our apartment are going our separate ways, thus the dream is shattered. Now I'm confused as to whats going to happen to me. I'm hoping that I can move in with one of my roomates and two other guys, but thats only if we can get a bigger place. I'm trying to enjoy what little time I have here, but it's difficult since I really want this semester to end.
I've only been living here for like 5 months and I feel that at the end of this semester I'm really going to miss this place. I always considered it my home away from home. It wasn't lifeless and dull like my dorm room. I was living with people I know and who care about me, but now I feel like I might lose the community I was given. I run into problems every time I think about this, even if we do find a bigger place I can't afford my own room and if we can't find a bigger place I don't think I'll be able to move in with them.
I know I still have another month before the semester is over, but in all honesty it's something that won't leave the back of my head. I'm trying to enjoy the time left I have here, but I at the same time I want this semester to end. It just makes me sore thinking about all this. So for now I'll try my best to enjoy the time left I have with my roomates.
At that time and from the start of this school year I always thought that it would be me and my roomates Cliff and Nate getting into random games of Starcraft and just plain hanging out for the next two years. Theres one other roomate, but I had a feeling that he would move out at the end of this year so to be honest he wasn't there in this dream. Yet at the same time it was but an innocent dream that I had been holding on to. I won't go into details, but things happen and things change. All of us in our apartment are going our separate ways, thus the dream is shattered. Now I'm confused as to whats going to happen to me. I'm hoping that I can move in with one of my roomates and two other guys, but thats only if we can get a bigger place. I'm trying to enjoy what little time I have here, but it's difficult since I really want this semester to end.
I've only been living here for like 5 months and I feel that at the end of this semester I'm really going to miss this place. I always considered it my home away from home. It wasn't lifeless and dull like my dorm room. I was living with people I know and who care about me, but now I feel like I might lose the community I was given. I run into problems every time I think about this, even if we do find a bigger place I can't afford my own room and if we can't find a bigger place I don't think I'll be able to move in with them.
I know I still have another month before the semester is over, but in all honesty it's something that won't leave the back of my head. I'm trying to enjoy the time left I have here, but I at the same time I want this semester to end. It just makes me sore thinking about all this. So for now I'll try my best to enjoy the time left I have with my roomates.
posted by Jeffrey at
9:52 PM
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"Theres one other roomate, but I had a feeling that he would move out at the end of this year so to be honest he wasn't there in this dream." hahaha, i was dying laughing when i read that one line. yea, but in all honesty this wasn't what i had in mind either. i would brag to my coworkers that i still had a $300 place and i thought we could survive the 2 years too. But, well, schedules change i suppose. we cant be sleeping through parties all year, it wouldn't be fair to us or our roommates. i do miss the starcraft nights and the hassling you to write more about girls and of course, aw crap, that anime, something-love with the tall girl that we still gotta finish. i told a friend recently that out of my past 9 different roommates in 5 years, you made the top 3. Take care man, tell me if you EVER need a place to crash, a meal, a chat, you're always welcome.
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Unknown, at 11:54 PM
Lovely Complex! aw, it was killing me trying to remember the name! but yes, we shall watch the series, i promise
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