Time (Mis)Management

Well its been a crazy past few weeks now, I've got to do a lot of things this weekend, curse you tests why must you ruin the simple things of my life =(. Thats the thing that I want to talk about now, time, time is a very mysterious thing. In the blink of an eye so many things can pass us by and we'd never know about it. The topic that I'd like to address in terms of time is where I'm putting it. I'd say that the five priorities of my life are school work, studying, anime, video games and my health. I spend so much time worrying about so many things, like what am I going to do for the rest of my life, and when it comes time for just "me" times I either don't want to do it or I can't find the time for it. I feel that if I spend my time on these things in my life I'll be missing out on the better half of my life such as finding a relationship or spending time with friends.

One of my friends and I had a little talk about me and my efforts into getting into a relationship. In all honesty there are times when I want to get into a relationship, but I realize that I lack the resources (ie car, money, knowing what the girl likes) to do so. It reminds me of a dumb shirt I saw on campus (surprisingly enough an Asian guy was wearing it, no doubt he has a girlfriend) it said "no money, no problem; no car, no problem; No Date", I'd have to say that this shirt ranks up there alongside the shirt I want to make that says "Stop Following Me." Also that fear of rejection gets to me, I'm pretty sure that any nice guy like me fears that no matter how much of a strong front they put up. I think that this is one of the factors that's holding me back at times, besides realizing the grim reality I live in. Anyways back on the time topic, my friend brought up a good point, you gotta make time to go look sometimes.

I'm pretty sure that now its safe to say that I'm in "the springtime of my youth" (sorry Naruto reference I just had to say it ;;^^). By far my college years are going to be the perhaps the final moments of my youth that I can enjoy before I go out and make something of myself and find that special someone while I have my chance. As of right now I feel that I'm pretty even with school work and leisure time, but sometimes I wish that I could spend more time on leisure and my own interests. I know that its difficult for students like me to sometimes find the time to kick back and pursue our own interests. I just want to say that we should make the most of our time whether we're working or still in school. Invest your time wisely do what you need to get done for classes or whatever, and always try to make time to go out and get the most out of life.